May 29th, 2019

That was a bit of a rough journey  since the 2019 started - on a personal level. A lot to remember and to learn again, turned out I really suck in all that separating/single living business. Trying to remember now how it feels to be an independent and if not happy but at elast not too unhappy everyday. To become suddenly unloved is quite a challenge for someone who used to be loved for many years unconditionally. And I must say art is a great healer for a broken heart. Regualr drawing in Royal Art Society, organising art events and planning a lot for our Multicultural Art Society (MARS) (btw marsart.com.au - check it up!) - so much to concentrate on and to think about. Also the parcel from Jackson's art (there was a sale for Schminkes!) - my nesessities restocked, with all those cobalt and french ultra blues, lapis lasuli - just need to sit myself onto the chair, put on Tom Waits on Spotify and do more sails! And more. And some. And then the spring eventually comes and everything will be better than now.  

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